Wanna be a Rock Star!

Back to this personal space of mine again and finally set it to private mode. Took a self proclaim 2 days off before the exercise starts. It was damn boring during exercise preparation! Fri is the start of EX Diamond Plexus and both weekends will be burnt this week! ARGH!! 14 hours shift at TRADOC makes me feels tortured! I wondered how am i gonna reached pasir laba camp at 7am everyday! But no use complaining too, at the end of the day still have to do it. My LAST EXERCISE before ORD! Hope it will be a good and enjoyable one! Have been pondering this question over and over again. Is going to Beijing and study a good choice? Maybe as we grow older we tends to think alot as compared to when we were young whereby we have nth much to think about. For instance, can i adpat to the changes there? What about the friends i have made here? How can i convince myself to take the 1st step? As we grew older we are more timid as compared to when we were young we are bolder in terms of making decisions. Its pretty difficult i guessed. Just like forgeting someone who had deeply planted in your heart. Its the same theory. Well, maybe it takes time for me to walk out of it maybe i wont know. Or maybe she would just remains in my heart forever and no one could replace even though how much i tries to hate. Its just human affection i guess? The deeper u loved the harder it is for u to forget? Sometimes i think this to myself, it would be good if humans are born without feelings thus we wont feels so tortured and vex over love issues and people wont get hurt in love? And sometimes pretend to be happy in the crowd actually u feels empty in ur heart and still thinking about her. ARGH. Time to sign off.. i am thinking deeper and deeper again.. SHIT!

吃完镀了金的牛排镶了钻的蛋胃还是那么的孤单

只有一想到了晚餐有妳的笑下饭漫长的一天才不难捱

穿着限量版的衬衫羡慕声不断也没让我觉得温暖

如果不是有妳呼吸在皮肤上不散怎么抵御世界的冷淡

幸福是一想到妳就心安

地要老天要荒的谁还想管

幸福是一起醒来说早安

海枯石烂这种大事与我无关

听过圣诗般的称赞嘘寒或问暖耳朵也开不出花瓣

直到妳在电话那端问我几点下班动听得让心花灿烂

攀过最纯白的雪山最澎湃的海回忆也没有更精彩

直到妳侧脸的曲线在我手心蜿蜒才懂得什么事最浪漫

幸福是完成妳每一个期盼

登月或摘星留给谁去狂欢

幸福是陪着妳回味遗憾

伟大的圆满与我们真的无关