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1st Day Landed on Earth : 04 Aug 1988
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Monday, April 25, 2011
Back to my own personal space here again.. Have been drinking all weekends long man.. Seems like my life cant goes without alcohol now.. Same old lifetyle.. Went malaysia on fri... The queue over at malaysia customs is KILLING MAN! LOW EFFICIENCY OF THE OFFICERS THERE!! Waited for like near to an hour for our passport to be stamped! Trip was fun there. Went over there to try the duck rice and shopped there. Didnt know there is a new mall there.. Went drinking in the night again at safra. Sat went over to beds with same old gang.. Sunday meet up with daniel and chad for a gathering at chomp chomp! Was kinda enjoyable..
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Finally had found a job that i really like but my dad was kinda againist it now. WTF with investment banking being a personal banker? Told them selling insurance is part of the job but not totally! Job also deals with OTHER INVESTMENT! AND I DRAWS A FUCKING HIGH BASIC SALARY WITH COMMISSION! DOES IT MEAN THAT I NEEDS TO BE IN THE GOVT SECTOR LIKE SIGNING ON ARMY ALL THESE THEN IS GOOD? FUCK THAT MAN! I AM GONNA GO TOWARDS MY WAY! 5 YEARS FROM NOW, I AM GONNA MADE IT TO BE A PRIVATE BANKING BANKER!
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
2nd last day of EX DP. And i am back from 2 days MC. Get fucked by that fucking sly fox. Must be that bitch stirred the shit again. " WHY ALWAYS EX U ALWAYS TAKE MC AND GET SICK AT THAT TIME? DO U KNOW ITS VERY DISGUSTING AND POTRAY VERY BAD IMAGE IF URSELF? " Feels like telling that sly fox back. " WHAT ABT U FUCKING OLD FOX. DONT U FIND URSELF EVEN MORE DISGUSTING BEHAVING INTIMATELY WITH THAT OLD BITCH WHEREBY BOTH OF YOUR ARE MARRIED? SUCH A SCANDALOUS SCENE. LOOK WHO IS MORE DISGUSTING. U OR ME? " Nvm i will just ate a humble pie as i respect u as a senior citizen. 1 MORE MONTH TO ORD!
Monday, April 18, 2011
If i really loves u, i need to let go everything and set u free, if fated. Fates will bring us back one day? - How ironic.
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Erased the memories, start a new life - this could be said easy but when its done its extremely difficult! Why am i still holding on to it?
Friday, April 15, 2011
The flashback scene keeps revolving around my mind which makes me couldnt stop looking back. Does time really heals wound?
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Back to this personal space of mine again and finally set it to private mode. Took a self proclaim 2 days off before the exercise starts. It was damn boring during exercise preparation! Fri is the start of EX Diamond Plexus and both weekends will be burnt this week! ARGH!! 14 hours shift at TRADOC makes me feels tortured! I wondered how am i gonna reached pasir laba camp at 7am everyday! But no use complaining too, at the end of the day still have to do it. My LAST EXERCISE before ORD! Hope it will be a good and enjoyable one! Have been pondering this question over and over again. Is going to Beijing and study a good choice? Maybe as we grow older we tends to think alot as compared to when we were young whereby we have nth much to think about. For instance, can i adpat to the changes there? What about the friends i have made here? How can i convince myself to take the 1st step? As we grew older we are more timid as compared to when we were young we are bolder in terms of making decisions. Its pretty difficult i guessed. Just like forgeting someone who had deeply planted in your heart. Its the same theory. Well, maybe it takes time for me to walk out of it maybe i wont know. Or maybe she would just remains in my heart forever and no one could replace even though how much i tries to hate. Its just human affection i guess? The deeper u loved the harder it is for u to forget? Sometimes i think this to myself, it would be good if humans are born without feelings thus we wont feels so tortured and vex over love issues and people wont get hurt in love? And sometimes pretend to be happy in the crowd actually u feels empty in ur heart and still thinking about her. ARGH. Time to sign off.. i am thinking deeper and deeper again.. SHIT!
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吃完 镀了金的牛排 镶了钻的蛋 胃还是那么的孤单
只有 一想到了晚餐 有妳的笑下饭 漫长的一天才不难捱
穿着 限量版的衬衫 羡慕声不断 也没让我觉得温暖
如果 不是有妳呼吸 在皮肤上不散 怎么抵御世界的冷淡
幸福是一想到妳就心安
地要老天要荒的谁还想管
幸福是一起醒来说早安
海枯石烂这种大事 与我无关
听过 圣诗般的称赞 嘘寒或问暖 耳朵也开不出花瓣
直到 妳在电话那端 问我几点下班 动听得让心花灿烂
攀过 最纯白的雪山 最澎湃的海 回忆也没有更精彩
直到 妳侧脸的曲线 在我手心蜿蜒 才懂得什么事最浪漫
幸福是完成妳每一个期盼
登月或摘星留给谁去狂欢
幸福是陪着妳回味遗憾
伟大的圆满与我们 真的无关
Monday, April 4, 2011
Back to penning down my thoughts again. Im really sorry to "u" for purposely ignoring u and stating im busy always for not replying your text. I can be a good fren but i cant be a good partner.. I dont wished to lose a good fren like u. Just take it as im not good enough for u. And i just want to enjoy what i had now with my frens and buddy. After going through 1 r/s i still choose buddy over "u" as no matter how i neglects them they are always there for me when i needs them and they will nv abandon me.. They are even closer than my own blood bros. And she's still in my heart as i still cant forgets about her no matter how bad shes to me, i'll still wait for her as shes the one that truely understand what kind of person and how im like. Somehow i really hoped and pray that 1 day fate will bring us back again. I know its negative to think this way, but my heart stills nv dies no matter how much i wanted to hate her. Im really sorry that i cant accept u no matter what.
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从你的眼角 慢慢地明了
我能做的很少
原来你藏着伤 但不想和我聊
你选的电影 像某种预告
不坦白的主角
最后流着眼泪 坚持独自走掉
散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢
散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 你留着和他所有合照
明明面前是答案 却撕掉 不要
呵护地祈祷 温柔地讨好
爱能让人渺小
苦笑冒充微笑 浪漫得不肯逃
散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢
散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 我们和你们不能比较
但我的爱多强悍 出乎你预料
散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢
散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 太美的回忆像副手铐
越是挣脱越缠绕 我比你明了
Sunday, April 3, 2011
ITS APRIL! 2 MORE MONTHS TO ORD! I am really looking forward to that day! Finally i had found a job after i ORDed! Personal Banker at HSBC! Although no difference from selling insuarance package and doing wealth management invesment for clients but just give it a shot. Good basic pay and good commission. A rewarding career that i can look forward to since i loved investment. Had been pubbing almost every weekend with buddies at BEDS! BEDS had changed so much ever since i last went. AND ALL MY SCHOOL MATES LOVE TO WORK THERE! Met my pri school mate fren working there. It was a fun and chilling night.
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FUCK MYSELF! Somehow after for months, my mind still couldnt get over u. I really wished that i could let a new life. Even listening to songs i would think of u. When im alone i would think of u. Even when i slp i dreamt of u! FML SERIOUSLY! If time could turned back i wish that u nv exist in my life before! Now all what i needed to do is to ignore u. Hopefully when time passes by, i would be able to forget u completely!
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For all of the time that i tried for your smile
For making you think that i was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine
For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind
And I’m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn’t turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight
And I’m So sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by
For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when i fled the scenesorry love,for wasting your time
And I’m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn’t turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
I’m so sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight
And apology now after all of this time
Won’t make my difference tonight
But I’m hoping I’m Sorry will open your mind
To love love love love in your life
Sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn’t turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry do can’t turn back time
I’m sorry that i loved you
I’m sorry that i hurt you
I’m so sorry that i loved you
I’m sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i loved you