It's All About Mi

HT - THE 小明星
1st Day Landed on Earth : 04 Aug 1988
Guy
YISHUN TOWN SEC SCH
NYP - DIPLOMA IN INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY
NATIONAL SERVICE
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Friday, April 23, 2010

Back to COS duty today.. Cannot book out till sat morning.. WTH MAN! need to get used to this kind of life again.. really missed those down period during april.. Life is full of problems man.. In life things are nv easy ESP WHEN I AM IN GREEN.. How i hope 1 day i dont need to be worried and stress about anything..
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Sometimes i really wonder, how to maintain an everlasting r/s in ns? Spending time tgt is one of the key factor to maintaining it.. But its really near to impossible doing that.. How i wish i nv had met u so early and makes u suffer tgt with me now.. Sometimes i really feels bad seeing u alone when u needs someone besides u at times.. If time could turn back, i rather letting myself feels hurt for that moment and get out of the game because i love u.. 1 yr 1mth to ORD!

xiaomingxing :: 8:14 AM
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Sunday, April 18, 2010

Clubbing session yesterday with buddies and my love baby.. Dont really enjoy it.. As in i really have no more interest in clubbing anymore.. Hmm might sounds funny this actually comes out from my mouth? Abit ironic yea? But thats the fact and thats how i feel about clubbing too - boring, torturing and fuck up!
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Time for me to change! No more living in the past, Live fresh be the future! You are worth my every change! MUACKZ U BABY BEL! :-*
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I AM GONNA MISS BABY BABY FROM NEXT WEEK ONWARDS, NO MORE STAY OUT! HAIZ!

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and DREAMS away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh




xiaomingxing :: 4:26 PM
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Friday, April 16, 2010

Spent my last week of my nights off with baby bel at elementz yesterday.. Next week onwards will be staying in all the way.. Sianz BUT I REALLY MISS U BADLY, BABY!!! ALL THE BEST BUDDY SUANZ FOR UR NDP 2010! JIA YOU!!
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After reading ur past post.. Somehow i feel alittle insecure.. It seems like wat u told me u had told others the same way too.. But watever it is let me naive be right this time..
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To my dearest Baby Bel:

爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我就是我的美


xiaomingxing :: 1:55 AM
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Monday, April 12, 2010

Back from genting trip with baby bel.. Dont know when gonna be our next trip again lor.. Think gonna be long.. Serving ns is really a torture.. 1st - U LOSE UR FREEDOM.. 2nd - U LOSE UR PERSONAL TIME.. 3RD - BASICALLY EVERYTHING NEEDS TO SCARIFICE! WTF RIGHT? Haiz.. 1 yr 2mth and everything will comes to an end.. LASTLY BUDDIES I MISS U GUYS!! MEET UP SOON OK?
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love you love you yes i love you
你听见了吗
这是我第一千遍第一万遍心里的回答
那身边的人经过的人我都不牵挂
我只去你想要去的天涯
love you love you yes i love you
你还没听见吗
能不能请你放下
放下那愚蠢的挣扎
我害怕爱情就像
盛开的花
一错过
眼泪也没有办法

xiaomingxing :: 3:24 AM
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Friday, April 2, 2010

Hmm.. had been facing alot of problems lately.. Firstly is my bills problem.. I REALLY THINK I AM LACK OF FINANCIAL DISCIPLINE! Keep on spending without thinking.. FUCK! But whatever it is, i had come to a conclusion that i will cancel my cards and left with 1.. So i can stop spending.. To my buddy suan whom nv fails to help me with my financial needs whenever i need him.. This maybe the many times he help me already.. Although this time he can see i am really in need of cash to clear my bills due to the lost that i made recently.. He nv fails to trust me and fork up for me to pay up.. He is always be there when i need him.. Really a buddy indeed.. Seriously i feel that he is even closer to me as compared to my real blood bro.. THANKS LOT! REALLY APPRECIATE IT! For the month of april and may, think i will have to spent my time at home or do some activites that wont req much output for me to survive.. Less of cab.. Etc.. I dont wanna depend on my parents anymore as i am already a grown up.. It is really time that i need to wake up my ideas and find my way and means to earn it by MYSELF! LHT PLEASE WAKE UP UR IDEA NOW!
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Secondly the problem that nv fails to reoccur since i am young till now.. I am used to it.. 22 years of my life experiencing it.. i shant comment too much about it..
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There will always be a rainbow after the rain.. Which makes me loves u even more.. MUACKZ..

xiaomingxing :: 2:40 AM
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Thursday, April 1, 2010

Had an enjoyable week this week.. Hmm spent almost everyday this week with beeee.. Went ladies night ytd.. REBEL! Hmm should cut down on this kind of session le.. Haiz sianz.. Complains getting in.. Everyweek go pubbing and clubbing.. FUCK MAN!! CCB!! LESSON LEARNT: NV GET A SUB CARD FROM ANYONE COZ U WILL LOSE UR PRIVACY! EVEN YOUR CLOSEST PERSON WHO GROW UP TGT WITH U ALSO CANNOT BE TRUSTED! FUCK!!! THUS I HAVE DECIDED, 1ST CANCEL MY CITIBANK SMRT CARD AFTER NEXT MONTH WHEN I CLEARED ALL MY DEBTS! NO MORE CITIBANK CARD FOR ME! ITS OK! I CAN SURVIVE WITHOUT CARDS! EVEN THE MOST PRESTIGIOUS CARD I HAD NOW, MY UOB SIGNATURE I CAN ALSO GIVE UP! ITS FINE WITH ME! I KNOW I HAD BEEN GETTING MONEY FROM MY PARENTS TO CLEAR ALL MY BILLS DESPITE REMINDING ME ALOT OF TIMES TO CLUB LESS AND DRINK LESS BUT I STILL CARRY ON! BUT ITS OK! I CAN APPLY MY OWN CARDS AND SPENT AT MY OWN LIMITS NOW! ITS JUST LESS PRETIGIOUS ONLY! I DONT GIVE A FUCK! OK ENOUGH OF THAT.. TIME TO COOL DOWN..FUCK ALL THIS SHIT! SOMETIMES DONT EVEN FEEL LIKE COMING HOME NOW! I RATHER STAY IN CAMP 24/7!

xiaomingxing :: 6:35 PM
*~Come Sing With Me!!~*