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Sunday, July 25, 2010
The pressure is getting higher and higher.. Demands are getting more and more.. Quarrels and quarrels after each.. Routine and cycle for me for everyday, every hour, every min, every sec, till i get into slp.. When this will ends? I really wonder.. I really couldnt take it anymore. The amount of load for me take on is really alot. Getting more and more each single day.. This is not my home anymore. I feel that my head, my soul, my body and my mind is worn out totally.. I really dont know wat to do.. I see no light now.. The only thing that can end everything is ending my life. This way everything could be paid off with my insured sum of cash..
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My heart is bleeding..
能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的回忆里
不用太多失眠
如果你想忘记我也能适应
能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪
让他留在雨天
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Back from my grands place.. Seen my grandfather, his senile is still maintain well at the moment.. My relatives have been saying this, if got the time please bring his grand children and ask us to make a effort down to visit him every weekend if possible.. His time is limited.. Might left us anytime.. Upon hearing this and remembered the way he dotes me and shield me from my parents scolding and canning from young till now.. My heart sank immediately.. I REALLY DONT WANNA MY GRANDFATHER TO LEAVE US!!
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Was pondering over wat jie jie told me.. I need to be fall down real hard before i realise my mistake and starts to learn. She said been thru wat i have been thru now.. This are the questions she throws to me and ask me to think abt it real hard:
-How can i can be able to keep her heart when i am away overseas for long ex or rather if in future i needs to travel oversea frequently and work is she able to stablise her heart jus for me when i am not ard?
-Will she be by my side when i needs her and go thru tough time with me?
-Most impt-ly does she believes that in future , do i have the ability to provide for her needs?
-Lastly, is she really true to me and really wants to be with me..
-How can i can be able to keep her heart when i am away overseas for long ex or rather if in future i needs to travel oversea frequently and work is she able to stablise her heart jus for me when i am not ard?
-Will she be by my side when i needs her and go thru tough time with me?
-Most impt-ly does she believes that in future , do i have the ability to provide for her needs?
-Lastly, is she really true to me and really wants to be with me..
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Back from batam for our 4th month trip:) Kinda enjoyable as went to explore even more places.. Like their pubs, water theme park.. etc.. Everywhere would be fun with my baby along:) Thanks for ur everything..
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Sometimes i really wondered how would i be happier if i am a orphan.. How would i be if i comes from a broken family.. Would i be stronger.. More independent.. or More happier this way as compare to now.. i really wonder..
Friday, July 9, 2010
Having alot of problems lately.. Really need a short getaway to recharge myself again and prepare myself for the next step of my life. As for my baby, i am lucky to have her still by my side.. Thanks for the tolerance.. U made me know how love is it. U made me feel loved. U allows me to experience my 1st love. U simply brings and liven up my life baby bel. I ONLY WANTS TO BE WITH YOU! I SWEAR! NO MATTER HOW U BECOME OR HOW U TREAT ME.. I STILL WILL LOVE U WHOLE HEARTEDLY.. MY HEART ONLY BELONGS TO BABY BEL!