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Sunday, February 20, 2011 Another day had passed. And tomorrow its working day again. All this will ends in 3 months plus time. Jobs interviewing cal keeps on coming in, but date of availability is the killer part which makes me lose opportunity. Whatever it is, i had choosen the path, thus i will not look back again. Let me uses this time to bulit up my own career before i ord. At least i will have a small start and get use to the pace so when i ord i will have greater achievements. I supposed. Have been drinking too much over last year, till my liver isnt functioning well. Finally found out the cuased of my hand shaking root. Prelims suspect by doctor isnt foolproof but everything still needs to wait for the 1st prelim test is done so to have a clear picture of it. But still, it just an advise, i cant possible gave up on drinking. maybe drink lesser might helps? I suppose. How many 10 yrs does a person have. How many 10 yrs can a person really lived up to. But whats important is, fight for ur own future with ur own hands and build up the empire that u wanted for. Fighting for something u love, the process of doing it is not easy. But does it means that u need to gave up totally when u sees no hope in it? Isnt it supposed to be the way that u go all the way out and fight till the end until the last breathe of ur life? Isnt it supposed to be the fighting spirits that one should have? Sometimes thinking to myself, am i really wrong? Am i really overly aggressive towards this r/s? What is it that i really cant let go.? The only thing i know is when i let it go, this would be the greatest regret i had. So what should i do. Enlighten me pls. Show me the path pls. Saturday, February 19, 2011 Problems are nv ending. Just get fucked again for bills. This time round is more serious. At the present stage now, how am i gonna get such a big sum of cash out. Seriously i dont really know. But its god bless that i met jimmy ytd and after a small tak, we managed to open out our hearts and talk. He is a indeed someone whom i respected. Be it in his career or even his personal charcater. he is willing to pay off my debts for me and bring me under his wings. Thank you boss. Personally i feels that my life is always smooth even when it comes to problems, somehow i would be lucky enough to meet a benefactor to salvage problems for me. Perhaps its really god blessing that i am really blessed. Jimmy taught me lots of things be it in life or in career or in future planning. Anyway once again, i am gonna walked this tough journey of being 1/2 a boss of a industry that i knows nth and needs to start from scratch. Think back and look back although i dont have a fantastic results in terms of love, at least god is not that bad in letting me have something in my career. But thinking back, whats the point having so much money later in when u dont have a person whom u love to share all these with u when u have it? Life just cant balance for both isnt it.? Tuesday, February 15, 2011 Was valentine day ytd. This yr i am not alone. Finally i am given a chance to give flowers and gift to a girl. My 1ST TIME, FINALLY! Well everyone got their 1st time,i am not expectional as well. Thank you isabel gum for taking up ur time for the accompany during this day. Life sucks. Its a painful lost. Sometimes during the point of impulsive, u tends to throw out certain things that is not true and not thinking about the consequence. It doesnt take u to perfect in everything but at least basic care for each other and communication as well i guess for a pair to substain in a healthy r/s. Taking a little bit more effort to understand another party, understanding their needs and stuff. Affections brings each other closer. i guess so,perhaps. Things just dont goes smooth for me whenever i wanted to do something, hipcup tends to arise making me dont have the opportunity. Maybe i dont see it when its already given to me? However its too late to say anything now. Salvaging the problem is most importantly now. No matter how painful the process is along the way, or its even near to impossible, the bottom line is nv give up. I believe if u truely loves a person, u will give urself all in and uses ur sincerity, she will know it. And i wants u to feel it too. I hope that once again u would open the door of urs an allows me to walk into ur heart again. I will used the best lock that i had to lock it and nv let it slip away again. And u are the one and only i love with my life. No betrayal. No nothing. - My promise to u. 我还记得我们的约定 一辈子幸福的约定 为你写的那首歌 他也偷偷的掉泪了 我比以前还更爱你了 连那风都笑我了 我想他会告诉你的我更爱你了 |