It's All About Mi
1st Day Landed on Earth : 04 Aug 1988
Guy
NATIONAL SERVICE
RECRUITMENT CONSULTANT @ MANPOWER US
Music For Life
锁住时间 - S.H.E
Check It Out YOZ!
Desmond
Doris
Evelyn
Gary
Geraldine
Hui Ni
Kok Hui
Qingyi
Sandy
Su Mei
Game Over
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
January 2011
February 2011
March 2011
April 2011
May 2011
June 2011
July 2011
August 2011
Credits
:: Blogspot
:: Blogger
:: Friendster
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Moving out of the paradise soon.. Goodbye maju camp.. Welcome myself to hell in 3 days time.. HQ GUARDS! A place whereby everyone hated the most.. 2 more weeks to EX WALLABY.. 8 more months to ORD! Good news, for myself. OH YEAH OH YEAH! Newly promoted to 3SG! Thanks for all the blessing from CPT Tan and the rest of my counterparts. Thanks guys..
.
I hate to be treated this way. I HATE I HATE I HATE IT!! I feels neglected. I know i am silly yet i still wants to go on.. WTF is wrong with meeeeeee.. FUCK U HTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.. But i just cant dont care abt u. I just cant leave u.. I just cant walk away from u from my life.. I dont mind being a fool.. 2 more weeks and i am gonna miss u like i nv miss before in my whole entire life.. I swear this gonna be serious.. FUCK U HT CAN U FUCKING WAKE UP UR IDEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Back to my beloved blog.. A place whereby i can pen down my everything... Firstly i am just too lazy to pack my kit bag for inspection.. Coz its a hassle man! ARGHHH! Going oversea ex is a torture.. I dont really enjoy the packing process... Haiz.. Went hospital again today.. When age is catching up their body functionality tends to slow down and problems starts to get in.. Different stage of life exp different problems.. Thats wat the world is created for. Not for the perfection but for the sin that everyone commit that causes all kinds of problems. This is life. Giving in ur all doesnt mean u are good, u can be bad nor foolish too.. Win Win situation doesnt always exist but some does. However chances are low. I am feeling more and more insecured, and sometimes to the extend that i really wanted to vent my frustrations out but i just cant bear to do it.. I teared. i cried.. i felt pained... I just cant bear to do it.... seriously..... perhaps i just suck big time ya..... WoOOooOooHOooOoOOoOo~ Maybe work can helps... I guess.. 3SG FOR ME PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS......
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Back to blogging once again.. Always nth good when i blog. This had always been a practice i guess.. Facing alot of stress as days goes by... Just dont feel like doing anything, esp coming to work and going home. Had a peaceful 3 nights when they are away. How i wish everyday is like that. Sounds wrong for a family member to say like tat? I guess so too.. Jie and louis have been telling me the same thing. Mend the hole 1st. But its really fucking tough. I did tried. I TRIED! AND I TRIED! I did tried to talk to them nicely.. Trying to find out the best possible solutions out of it.. I really understand where they are coming from but the problem is.. Why cant they understand and let me choose the path i wanna go? I am not doing something that is againist the law.. I really have a clear directions in life of wat i wanted to do and i really will succeed in. I really believe that i can do it.. But u guys keep on claiming that u will support me and give me freedom to do watever i wanted that i think it maybe good for my future. Thats not the case.. Whenever i discuss with u, u will have ur own point of view and reasoning it out with me and overthrow my decision. I have been a puppet for 22 years.. I REALLY WANTS TO LEAD MY OWN FUCKING LIFE! WHY FORCE ME TO GO UR PATH THAT U WANTED? I AM OLD ENFF TO BE RESPONSIBLE FOR MY OWN ACTIONS! Why always compare me with him? Does it mean that if u have a good paper qualifications and high flyers in school will makes u successful in life? I went normal after psle u guys says that i have no future. Its becoz i am lazy. After N level, u listen to the year master bull shit says that its better for me to go to ITE and i will nv succeed even if i went poly.. After i went poly, u said tat i will spent years that and nv be able to graduate from there... BUT IN THE END.. WAT HAPPEN!! I MAKE MY WAY THRU AND GET AT LEAST THE MIN EDUCATION TAT IS REQUIRED FOR MYSELF TO SURVIVE IN THIS COMPETITIVE SOCIETY! Argh.. Whatever i do u guys condemn.. No matter how much i does, even if i get a PHD u guys will nv be satisfy.. I just wants to move out of this house seriously and nv come back again.. Its because i dont have a stable income now and i need u guys to support me even though i get my allowances, u guys have control over me and says over me.. Showing me faces when i goes home.. In work i see faces. after work i see faces.. even at home i still need to see faces... I WILL GO CRAZY AND BREAKDOWN SOON!!! I WILL BE TELLING U STRAIGHT AGAIN EVERY SINGLE DAY.. I WANTS TO WORK AND EARN AS MUCH AS I COULD IN THIS 2 YEARS AFTER MY NS! THE MONEY THAT I OWED U I WILL RETURN ASAP! THIS IS THE DIRECTION I WANTED IN LIFE! I DONT WANT TO STUDY 1ST! JUST LET ME BE ALRIGHT! EVEN IF U FORCE ME AND I REALLY DID MAKE IT, I WILL NOT DO WELL! I PROMISE THAT I WILL NOT REGRET IN MY DECISION ALRIGHT.. AND LASTLY STOP PRESSING ME FOR MONEY!! WHAT I LEFT NOW IS MY LIFE! IF U WANT JUST TAKE IT.. THATS ALL!
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Went out with bro louis and have a heart to heart talk.. Didnt know that both of us, dragon babies, being condemn by our families could have similar things in common.. He really straighten up my tots.. I really thanks him by spending 50 bucks on drinks.. WATERFALL!!! hahaa... But really worth it.. Families ma so its ok.. He wanted to call his dad to transfer and treat me a bottle but i refused! Next time will be ur treat bro:D haha.. I really have clear directions of wat i wanna be and wat i wants to do.. He is younger than me yet he has gone thru much more than me.. serect shant be let out here, as wat he told me. Honesty is the most impt thing in r/s. And i am willing to tell u all the truth.. Hope u would let me have a chance to whipped u a dinner tmr.. Hope its edible:(
.
Things that i done maybe deem unfit to u.. but I know it would benefits both.. Truth are just too hard to be untold.. Babe bel i know i hurt u deeply. Please forgive me:(
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节
你好累你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配