Wanna be a Rock Star!

Back to penning down my thoughts again. Im really sorry to "u" for purposely ignoring u and stating im busy always for not replying your text. I can be a good fren but i cant be a good partner.. I dont wished to lose a good fren like u. Just take it as im not good enough for u. And i just want to enjoy what i had now with my frens and buddy. After going through 1 r/s i still choose buddy over "u" as no matter how i neglects them they are always there for me when i needs them and they will nv abandon me.. They are even closer than my own blood bros. And she's still in my heart as i still cant forgets about her no matter how bad shes to me, i'll still wait for her as shes the one that truely understand what kind of person and how im like. Somehow i really hoped and pray that 1 day fate will bring us back again. I know its negative to think this way, but my heart stills nv dies no matter how much i wanted to hate her. Im really sorry that i cant accept u no matter what.

从你的眼角慢慢地明了

我能做的很少

原来你藏着伤但不想和我聊

你选的电影像某种预告

不坦白的主角

最后流着眼泪坚持独自走掉

散场的拥抱我还在燃烧

但你心里的浪潮拒绝让我看到

你煎熬不肯定什么是最想要

爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱混乱的心跳

多宁愿只是争吵还能道歉和好

我知道你留着和他所有合照

明明面前是答案却撕掉不要

呵护地祈祷温柔地讨好

爱能让人渺小

苦笑冒充微笑浪漫得不肯逃

散场的拥抱我还在燃烧

但你心里的浪潮拒绝让我看到

你煎熬不肯定什么是最想要

爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱混乱的心跳

多宁愿只是争吵还能道歉和好

我知道我们和你们不能比较

但我的爱多强悍出乎你预料

散场的拥抱我还在燃烧

但你心里的浪潮拒绝让我看到

你煎熬不肯定什么是最想要

爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱混乱的心跳

多宁愿只是争吵还能道歉和好

我知道太美的回忆像副手铐

越是挣脱越缠绕我比你明了