Wanna be a Rock Star!

The Unanswered Prayer

Finally i am back again to blogging:D.. Hmm this seems to be the place whereby it had accompany me thru the ups and down of my life.. Whenever i am feeling happy or and joyous moment i would come and pen down my happiness whenever i am feel down this place would be a place for me to tears down my pain.. Life is like a nv ending circle, revolving the cycle that wat others or other's others had gone thru and it might be the same case study that might happened onto u.. This is life, i suppose? perhaps? If there is a choice, i would like to keep it simple and sweet.. Thats all, no complication, no fansination.. Perhaps i need a time machine, yea? Just to keep myself at the sweetest, most enjoyable and precious moment of my life and nv get out of it. Be it work, r/s, friendship etc etc.. Life would nv be the same again once time flies pass.. It applies to all.. Sometimes looking at others having their sweetest moment in their life really envy me.. Wondering how sweet my life would be when it occurs on me.. The world is nv fair, u may had urs alr but others may have it longer than u do. No matter how much u tried and how much u fought for it or even how much effort u put in, it maybe not be the turnout that u expected. Humans are weird creatures, they really really need motivations to spur them on and keep them moving. Motivations however are always the hardest gift that one party will give to another. Which is to says that one party needs to give in to the other to cheer the other party up by a simple encouragement be it by actions or words, it would be good enough to spur the other party to work even harder.. Thats the way of life i guess? Perhaps i just need a space for me to talk to and pen my feelings.. Sometimes i really wants to spend time and tells u how i feel and talk to u about certain topics but i just dont know how to conquer the fear i had for u to start it. Your expression gives me the impression that i shouldnt say anything and do any affections to u.. Sometimes i really really envy others of their sweetness and enjoying their every moments with their love ones and having their private time tgt peacefully and understanding one another shortcomings. But all this is just too far fetch for me i guess or i am thinking too much? Jesus Christ i need u to answer my prayer. Amen.

想要把你忘记真的好难

思念的痛在我心里纠缠

朝朝暮暮的期盼

永远没有答案

为何当初你选择一刀两断

听你说声爱我真的好难

曾经说过的话风吹云散

站在天秤的两端

一样的为难

唯一的答案

爱一个人好难