Wanna be a Rock Star!

Back to this place again. A place for release, a place of many untold stories. I teared, i cried, i bleed when i wrote the letter. There is alot alot of things i wanted to tell u. Things have changed as days goes by.. Times whereby we used to communicate on phone are gone.. Actually i really have lots and lots of things to tell u on the phone.. This had stop due to the long quarrels months back and had disappear when times goes by.. Everytime wanted to tell u something but we are always quarrelling and u refuses to pick up my calls. More and more quarrels each day.. Lesser and lesser time for each other each day too. I really tried. I tried my best to rush home after work and i really did plan to go places with u.. Had more time for each other everyday.. But it always failed. U refuses to gave up ur slp and come down early for me.. If not there will crowds joining.. Things are no longer the same as before, no matter how much i put in, end result is still the same.. I feel more and more useless each day, more and more demoralise each day from ur scoldings. I also had my own feelings, i also wished to be appreciatd at times.I miss the times we webcam, I miss the time we chatted on the phone, i miss the time - all the good times we had with less quarrels. I just miss every single thing that is used to be in the past. I may not the the number 1 boy but at least give me a chance to be number 2.

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢

我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了

开心与不开心一一细数着你在不舍

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻

我都还记得

你不等了说好的幸福呢

我错了泪干了放手了后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着

要怎么停呢