Wanna be a Rock Star!

Back from my grands place.. Seen my grandfather, his senile is still maintain well at the moment.. My relatives have been saying this, if got the time please bring his grand children and ask us to make a effort down to visit him every weekend if possible.. His time is limited.. Might left us anytime.. Upon hearing this and remembered the way he dotes me and shield me from my parents scolding and canning from young till now.. My heart sank immediately.. I REALLY DONT WANNA MY GRANDFATHER TO LEAVE US!!

Was pondering over wat jie jie told me.. I need to be fall down real hard before i realise my mistake and starts to learn. She said been thru wat i have been thru now.. This are the questions she throws to me and ask me to think abt it real hard:
-How can i can be able to keep her heart when i am away overseas for long ex or rather if in future i needs to travel oversea frequently and work is she able to stablise her heart jus for me when i am not ard?

-Will she be by my side when i needs her and go thru tough time with me?

-Most impt-ly does she believes that in future , do i have the ability to provide for her needs?

-Lastly, is she really true to me and really wants to be with me..