Wanna be a Rock Star!

Hmm.. had been facing alot of problems lately.. Firstly is my bills problem.. I REALLY THINK I AM LACK OF FINANCIAL DISCIPLINE! Keep on spending without thinking.. FUCK! But whatever it is, i had come to a conclusion that i will cancel my cards and left with 1.. So i can stop spending.. To my buddy suan whom nv fails to help me with my financial needs whenever i need him.. This maybe the many times he help me already.. Although this time he can see i am really in need of cash to clear my bills due to the lost that i made recently.. He nv fails to trust me and fork up for me to pay up.. He is always be there when i need him.. Really a buddy indeed.. Seriously i feel that he is even closer to me as compared to my real blood bro.. THANKS LOT! REALLY APPRECIATE IT! For the month of april and may, think i will have to spent my time at home or do some activites that wont req much output for me to survive.. Less of cab.. Etc.. I dont wanna depend on my parents anymore as i am already a grown up.. It is really time that i need to wake up my ideas and find my way and means to earn it by MYSELF! LHT PLEASE WAKE UP UR IDEA NOW!

Secondly the problem that nv fails to reoccur since i am young till now.. I am used to it.. 22 years of my life experiencing it.. i shant comment too much about it..

There will always be a rainbow after the rain.. Which makes me loves u even more.. MUACKZ..